POETRY I GUESS

im not a prof or a mastermind or whatever this is literally underwhelming at its best

i never name my stuff because i dont fuckin know what to name them but i kinda try to always remember the date i wrote them on yeah, im messy nd dont like to spend a lot of time or brainwork on my stuff and it shows

if i type them all down in cursive will i trick u into thinking in r/im14andthisisdeep

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The way you softly whisper in my ear

The times you told me to disappear

I can't seem to get any rest

When you're with me in my bed

22-08-2019

brrrr ok cringe cringe cringe alert thats yuckie but let's move on by putting this out on the almighty interweb i will trick myself into thinking i beat my fear or whatever,

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My eyes went blank and i fell into my mother's arms.

I wasn't supposed to wake up that day, I was supposed to go.

Why did god leave me this way?

Am i supposed to know?

no date but i guess around summer 2019 ha ha. fun timez.

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It's been 5 days since i lost my sight

It's been 5 days since i touched the sky

It's been 5 days since i was buried alive.

30-04-2020 (i honestly don't remember the context behind this? What's up? Who hurt me?)

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If i look you in the eyes

And give you a pretty smile

Am i worth being loved?

Am i someone you care about?

If i express my femininity, sit on your lap

If i call you attractive and kiss ur neck

Am i worth being loved?

Am i worthy enough?

01-08-2020

thats about all for today folks i dont like the other ones enough 2 put them on the internet and some are in dutch or spanish since im a multi languagerr but yeah thats it uhm no yeah maybe ill update this later,,, sometime,,