im not a prof or a mastermind or whatever this is literally underwhelming at its best
i never name my stuff because i dont fuckin know what to name them but i kinda try to always remember the date i wrote them on yeah, im messy nd dont like to spend a lot of time or brainwork on my stuff and it shows
if i type them all down in cursive will i trick u into thinking in r/im14andthisisdeep
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The way you softly whisper in my ear
The times you told me to disappear
I can't seem to get any rest
When you're with me in my bed
22-08-2019
brrrr ok cringe cringe cringe alert thats yuckie but let's move on by putting this out on the almighty interweb i will trick myself into thinking i beat my fear or whatever,
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My eyes went blank and i fell into my mother's arms.
I wasn't supposed to wake up that day, I was supposed to go.
Why did god leave me this way?
Am i supposed to know?
no date but i guess around summer 2019 ha ha. fun timez.
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It's been 5 days since i lost my sight
It's been 5 days since i touched the sky
It's been 5 days since i was buried alive.
30-04-2020 (i honestly don't remember the context behind this? What's up? Who hurt me?)
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If i look you in the eyes
And give you a pretty smile
Am i worth being loved?
Am i someone you care about?
If i express my femininity, sit on your lap
If i call you attractive and kiss ur neck
Am i worth being loved?
Am i worthy enough?
01-08-2020
thats about all for today folks i dont like the other ones enough 2 put them on the internet and some are in dutch or spanish since im a multi languagerr but yeah thats it uhm no yeah maybe ill update this later,,, sometime,,